Fear And Suspicion

BadKarmaBadKarma The Advanced Literature monsters burned my house and gave me a 7 Join Date: 2002-11-12 Member: 8260Members
Well, I just got back from a small party and am pleasantly drunk. I felt the need to talk to somebody about something but everyone else is pretty well out. So, y'all are all I got. Which is fine, I like youse people.

Anyway, most of y'all are familiar with my little writing project a ways back. The bit about the woods. The first one that is, the second one was pretty dumb, was shot down accordingly. The first one did pretty good though and I think I know why. It was based pretty firmly in reality. I did grow up in the woods, ways back into em too. And they were strange to me then, still are now. There are places back there where i'd go as a kid, but never again. Places that felt very bad to me, places that made me shiver. There is a clearing about 4 miles out back o' beyond, nearest house was mine, next nearest was about 15 miles east, as the crow flies. That clearing terrifies me. I went there one day, right after a thunderstorm, and it was a boomer too. The air felt charged, tasted like copper. I musta
been about 11, went back there with my .22 chasin squirrels. I got into this clearing and it hit me like something physical, and I was terrified. The woods were silent, dead silent.
And I started crying, bawling my eyes out, ran out of there fast as I could. Musta ran halfway back to my place for I stopped exhausted. I went back there before I wrote that story. Same reaction, cept that time I saw something. Had my 4 wheeler that time, nearly broke my neck gettin out of there.

Some writer wrote something along the lines of "There are some places where the milk of the cosmos has gone bad." That clearing is one of those places. I wouldnt go to that place at night for all the money in the world.



P.S. Does the word "kuwabara" mean anything to any of you people? Been in my head for awhile now, don't know why.

Comments

  • MantridMantrid Lockpick Join Date: 2003-12-07 Member: 24109Members
    Couldn't find anything for "Kuwabara". But I found this on Dictionary.com. Its close to that.

    Ka·wa·ba·ta P Pronunciation Key (käw-bät), Yasunari. 1899-1972.

    Japanese writer whose novels, including Thousand Cranes (1959), often concern alienated, lonely individuals in search of beauty and purity. He won the 1968 Nobel Prize for literature.
  • AllUrHiveRblong2usAllUrHiveRblong2us By Your Powers Combined... Join Date: 2002-12-20 Member: 11244Members
    Aren't those things the world's largest rodents?
  • DragonMechDragonMech Join Date: 2003-09-19 Member: 21023Members, Constellation, Reinforced - Shadow
    <!--QuoteBegin--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> </td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin-->P.S. Does the word "kuwabara" mean anything to any of you people? Been in my head for awhile now, don't know why.<!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd--> This guy?
    <img src='http://www.absoluteanime.com/yu_yu_hakusho/kuwabara.jpg' border='0' alt='user posted image' />
  • SwiftspearSwiftspear Custim tital Join Date: 2003-10-29 Member: 22097Members
    I've had the same sensation before, of in random corners of the woods. You just go into some area and all of a sudden you feel this violent dread, like walking in on your own funeral. It's almost as if something were staring right at you, its an intense feeling of fear. Its the oddest thing.
  • BadKarmaBadKarma The Advanced Literature monsters burned my house and gave me a 7 Join Date: 2002-11-12 Member: 8260Members
    <!--QuoteBegin-AllUrHiveRblong2us+Mar 11 2005, 09:07 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (AllUrHiveRblong2us @ Mar 11 2005, 09:07 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Aren't those things the world's largest rodents? <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
    Think that a capibara, something like that.
  • TychoCelchuuuTychoCelchuuu Anememone Join Date: 2002-03-23 Member: 345Members
    I get that sensation of dread whenever I see a movie being made about a video game.
  • RenegadeRenegade Old school Join Date: 2002-03-29 Member: 361Members
    The only thing that gets to me these days are nightmares. Hard for me to sleep when I have are nightmares, or no dreams at all.
  • AllUrHiveRblong2usAllUrHiveRblong2us By Your Powers Combined... Join Date: 2002-12-20 Member: 11244Members
    <!--QuoteBegin-BadKarma+Mar 11 2005, 09:16 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (BadKarma @ Mar 11 2005, 09:16 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> <!--QuoteBegin-AllUrHiveRblong2us+Mar 11 2005, 09:07 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (AllUrHiveRblong2us @ Mar 11 2005, 09:07 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Aren't those things the world's largest rodents? <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
    Think that a capibara, something like that. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
    Kubawara, capibara, same thing. I usually just call them "Speak" in homage to The Tick.
  • HazeHaze O RLY? Join Date: 2003-07-07 Member: 18018Members, Constellation
    Aww, Kharma, I'd go with you at three in the morning, <i>nice and dark,</i> right out into that field.

    <b>And scare the living crap out of you.</b>
  • GNSGNS Join Date: 2005-02-02 Member: 39476Members
    Dont you mean kookaburra?
  • CondizzleCondizzle Join Date: 2004-10-05 Member: 32107Members
    Well I do have that feeling when I'm on this section of my house spanning from this hall. It's a hall that connects my room, the bathroom, and the living room. If I'm in that hall, bathroom, or my bedroom I have this feeling that something is there. Even looking into that hall from the living room give me the chills. And sometimes when I'm in my bedroom or the bathroom, the doorknob shakes a little and I ask if anyone was there but no one was. I guess some places just have a bad feel to them.

    In a side note: Does anyone else get the chills when they look through a doorway and then see through another door in that room?
  • ThansalThansal The New Scum Join Date: 2002-08-22 Member: 1215Members, Constellation
    <!--QuoteBegin-GNS+Mar 11 2005, 10:03 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (GNS @ Mar 11 2005, 10:03 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Dont you mean kookaburra? <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
    thats a bird.

    Kuwabara is the american (well, dumb white) guy from Yu Yu Hakusho (anime)

    As for the places that got that bad mojo?

    yah, I have run into them also.

    but that is generaly b/c my ultimate fear is being alone. Thus I don't like places where there is nothing else around.
  • MedHeadMedHead Join Date: 2002-12-19 Member: 11115Members, Constellation
    <!--QuoteBegin-Condizzle+Mar 11 2005, 10:15 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Condizzle @ Mar 11 2005, 10:15 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> In a side note: Does anyone else get the chills when they look through a doorway and then see through another door in that room? <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
    Only in the sense that it's one more entrance to the room, making it a little less secure.

    Though I might be misunderstanding you. You're saying you're afraid of being in room A, looking to room B, and seeing a doorway on the other side of room B leading to room C?
  • CondizzleCondizzle Join Date: 2004-10-05 Member: 32107Members
    Yes. I don't know why though.
  • BadKarmaBadKarma The Advanced Literature monsters burned my house and gave me a 7 Join Date: 2002-11-12 Member: 8260Members
    Haze y'all coulndt drag me to that place with a gun to my head.

    P.S. I figured where I heard "Kuwabara". Was at a buddies and he was playing MGS4. Some big Russian guy with electricity running through him said it a couple times under his breath when he was walking along a bridge. Still dont get it.
  • Cold_NiTeCold_NiTe Join Date: 2003-09-15 Member: 20875Members
    <!--QuoteBegin-Condizzle+Mar 11 2005, 10:46 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Condizzle @ Mar 11 2005, 10:46 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Yes. I don't know why though. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><div class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
    Wow. Yeah that gives me the chills sometimes too. I have this odd habit of shutting doors if no one is using the room, even if there is no need to. Dunno when it started though.
  • illuminexilluminex Join Date: 2004-03-13 Member: 27317Members, Constellation
    I completely understand those feelings and sensations. They have happened to me in that disgusting state of sub-consciousness that occurs when one is asleep and feels something touching them and their brain FREAKS OUT and they know they NEED TO WAKE UP NOW but can't. It's like drowning in mud, except on a mental level. Very disconcerting.

    I'm a big believer in 6th sense. You probably didn't see anything physical when you were out there, but I wouldn't be surprised if you felt a presence strong enough for your eyes to create something. It's happened to me before.
  • ShoeboxShoebox Join Date: 2004-11-15 Member: 32817Members
    edited March 2005
    whoa ive had this thing before where im alone in my house with the lights off and im looking at my computer screen. the screen is like black so i can see refelctions and once i swore i saw someones face. it freaked me out. my heart started to beat really fast and gave me the chills.

    As for what you were saying BadKarma, ive kinda had that happen to me before. i was in the woods by myself and to me it seemed there should have been some kind of noise but it was dead silent.
  • NecrosisNecrosis The Loquacious Sage Join Date: 2003-08-03 Member: 18828Members, Constellation
    Capybara is the largest rodent.

    Kuwabara kuwabara is sort of like "touch wood". Japanese in origin, you would say it like a spell to avoid thunderstorms and being hit by lightning. People also say it just to avoid bad things happening.
  • BadKarmaBadKarma The Advanced Literature monsters burned my house and gave me a 7 Join Date: 2002-11-12 Member: 8260Members
    Hey that makes sense, thanks necro.
  • CplDavisCplDavis I hunt the arctic Snonos Join Date: 2003-01-09 Member: 12097Members
    heh when ever i had a really scary dream <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/sad-fix.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad-fix.gif' /><!--endemo--> i could always just be like

    "wake up wake up wake up WHAKE UP!!!" <!--emo&:0--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wow.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wow.gif' /><!--endemo--> in my mind, usualy by the fourth one i wake up.

    its a nice skill to have <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile-fix.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile-fix.gif' /><!--endemo-->
  • TommyVercettiTommyVercetti Join Date: 2003-02-10 Member: 13390Members, Constellation, Reinforced - Shadow
    I'm glad to say I've not really had these kinds of feelings since I was very young, when it was natural (or at least that's what I think). These days I don't really get scared for no reason, but of course being in the middle of a forest when its pitch black out and you hear stuff moving near you, THAT gives me a sense of dread. It's happened a few times when I was riding my friends ATV in the forest and the sun set before I could get back - looked behind me once and couldn't see more than a few inches back. Heard something real close, and floored it.
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