Insomnia, Depression, I dont know if this is a disorder - but I have a heart murmur <!--emo&:0--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wow.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wow.gif'><!--endemo-->
I swear I have ADD (not the hyper one, i think thats ADHD or somthing) but, I can't concentrate on ONE THING if there is a noise at all in the background....maybe its like that for everyone tho...
I have insomnia during school year, but summertime is all good, because I have no job (lazy me, I should get one) and no hw, people, and teachers to think about. So no more Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and sometimes thursday, not sleeping properly, and you ask why Friday and Saturday? Well, because by then my body is so DAMN FU##ING tired (sry I had to say that) that my brain collapses. Trying to sleep is the hardest part, every night my brain starts shifting thousands of thoughts in one second in my brain that I can't sleep untill 3:30 A.M to 6:00 A.M
Read my other post for more details on a one nights sleep.
When I am talking to people my body movement is awkward, I tend to look at them with one eye (side of my face) and look with the other eye at other things. I am always looking for something, like something is watching me. Sometimes I feel like I have a cramp in my heart, it doesn't hurt, just feels wierd. Also, when I am eating sometimes, the first bite can be really hard to swallow, like I am almost choking, but for some reason can control to go down after 10 seconds.
I believe I can see auras around people and am a little psychic. One time I guessed what my friend was eating for supper, what number he was thinking and who would get caught in the dark game later on that day.
Im legally blind in one eye (but can still see through it) Both eyes are near or far sighted, dunno which Have eye jitter (eyes twitch constantly minutely) Have lazy eye in one eye (eyelid droops down some) One eye wanders when Im not concentrating on it, so I can look to the left and right at the same time
Yes, my eyes are very messed up. Surgery 3 times on them, and 3 more when I turn 20 or so.
Or as most would say: "I'm Canadian" <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
To give you an idea, I nearly failed two subjects at school, but only one of my exam grades was below a 97. That's how bad of a lazy **** underachieving procrastinator I really am, it's sad. I know if I get **** done, I could do good in school, but I just don't.
Physically... I wear contacts, that's really about it, I'm a pretty healthy guy physically.
I am Canadian too <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo--> , lately one of my eyes (my right) has developed bigger eyelids, don't know why, but its wierd, usually my eyelids are thin and my eyes are almond shaped. But yea, it would suck to have 6 surgery operations before the age of 20. If I recall correctly, I had ear surgery on my right ear, because I could not hear out of it as well as my left ear; something got stuck behind the eardrum so they had to use lazers to drill it out and not so long ago the metal piece to transfer the fluid out of my ear came out, when I picked in my ear, due to itching.
It feels so cool to be under anesthetics, they inject a milky fluid into your veins, and the feeling is wierd. I remember when they did it to me, I said to them I would try to see if I could stay awake as long as possible. So I lay there with my eyes open and 5 secs after they injected it into my wrists, they were paralyzed at it fricking hurt, like muscle spasms in the legs. After that I felt it reach the brain, because it is cold as it travels, and boom, next thing you know I am awake coughing into this wierd mask.
Duff-man I am also a really bad procrastinator. During my first semester in grade 10, my enlish mark dropped from a 90 to a 53 at the end of the year, all because I didn't hand in the last 15 assignments. I go home, get lazy, play comp, play street-hockey with my friends sometimes, and etc, do things at night, go home, realize that its too late to do homework and go to bed. Next day at school, I try to finish the hw during class in an all last minute attempt to hand it in.
<!--QuoteBegin--Mullet+Jul 17 2003, 11:30 AM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Mullet @ Jul 17 2003, 11:30 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> I swear I have ADD (not the hyper one, i think thats ADHD or somthing) but, I can't concentrate on ONE THING if there is a noise at all in the background....maybe its like that for everyone tho... <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> That's not ADD, and it is normal for everyone. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
They've done studies and stuff to show that noises, even at frequencies too high or too low for the brain to recognise, destroy concentration.
My eyesight, i'm quite short sighted (it's getting worse and worse) and i'm partly colour blind and i have problems putting the images from both eyes together.
My doctor told me I had ADD, I told him I was lazy and hated school, I believe me.
Massive underacheiver, distinct lack of motivation in life, no plans for the future and I actually don't care. Not so much disorders but something that annoys the crap out of my parents...(I was an annoyingly clever child, you know the type, small, pasty, weedy, glasses, no life, straight A grades in all subjects except PE then during my third year of secondary school i realised how much of a geeky loser I was and now I am merely half geeky loser...;D)
Physically I have a condition called photophobia which means my eyes absorb way too much light, so i wear tinted glasses all the time and have to wear sunglasses when its ubersunny. The plus side of this is that I have damn good night vision ^_^.
I also have minor arthritis in my knees aggravated by a lack of ligaments in my right knee...
ecsema from milk (i don't have milk anymore) can't remember scientifical term, but i'm good at working in class, and i have been put up a grade and everything, but personal projects i start IE Mapping, programming, writing, get boring quickly adn are hard to stay with.
I am HORRIBLE at any kind of art, my brother who is 6 can draw better than me. I'd sow you osmehting i drew but its too embarresing.
i have glasses.
And i have some kind of compulsive i-llike-animals disorder. every year i have a 'animal of the year'
Last year it was cows before it was llamas, this year it is ermines(stoats)
<!--QuoteBegin--::esuna::+Jul 17 2003, 09:47 AM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (::esuna:: @ Jul 17 2003, 09:47 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Some things i forgot:
My eyesight, i'm quite short sighted (it's getting worse and worse) and i'm partly colour blind and i have problems putting the images from both eyes together.
Another disorder, i look too damn sexy.
Yes, too damn sexy. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> i have that too!
i been cursed since birth! <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
Most of the things you guys are posting aren't disorders, like lazyness...but anyway...
I'm lazy and I'm an insomniac, I usually sleep for about 6-8 hours, sometimes I wake up in the morning, stay up all night, stay up the next day, and go to sleep that night. Probably some other things, but I can't think of any right now.
I get like 2 hours of sleep sometimes <!--emo&:0--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wow.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wow.gif'><!--endemo-->
If someone else's hand come anywhere near to my face I twitch like a cat. Makes other people laugh, makes me cry <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif'><!--endemo-->
Oh yeah, I can't go a day without NS, If I go on holiday I actualy shake at the thought of no NS!! <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif'><!--endemo-->
<!--QuoteBegin--Necrotic+Jul 17 2003, 05:30 PM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Necrotic @ Jul 17 2003, 05:30 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Physically I have a condition called photophobia which means my eyes absorb way too much light, so i wear tinted glasses all the time and have to wear sunglasses when its ubersunny. The plus side of this is that I have damn good night vision ^_^. <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd--> Does that mean you get to wear sunglasses inside, JC Denton style? Coolies! <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
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Ah yes. I knew there was something else wrong with me, I forgot what it was. I've got extreme hyperhydrosis. That means excessive sweating. It's on my hands and feet, mostly on my hands. "Self-washing hands", I like to call it. I literally leave puddles of sweat (people at school used to ask me why I put water on my hands, and I used to respond with "I don't", and wonder what the hell they were on about). My keyboard has a plastic seal on it, and I play with a towel over the mouse (I can't get to the mousewheel if it's got a seal on it). One of my favourite things to do during school assemblies was to see how big a puddle of water I could get on my plastic chair.
Ironic that I have hands which destory electical equipment, yet I'm a gamer\programmer\computer geek, isn't it? <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->. A while ago, I opened up an old joystick I used to use all the time when I was a wee little gamer; a joystick which had loooong ago stopped working. Surprise surprise - the inside, and all the wiring, was coated with brown\black gunk from all the dirt that had washed off my hands in the sweat, and gotten into it. It was still slightly damp, too.
I probably should gte a waterproof keyboard... but the only ones I've heard of are those silly foldable, or flat, ones. The one I'm using now seems to have lasted long enough. *shrug*
o Mental - quite shy - lazy - procrastinate a lot (attributed to laziness) like i just dont feel like doing stuff. if i would have a choice between doing homework and laying on my bed doing nothing.. i would choose laying on my bed doing nothing. - not really antisocial i just don't like ppl, many ppl are annoying... - EXTREMELY hypocritical.. like for example.. ill hate it when stupid bikers stop in the middle of the road at a stoplight, but when when they run right through it, it pisses me off... - i guess i get depressed on occasion, but then again who doesn't?.. o Physical - i have a wierd bumpy thing in my throat.. its tiny and does nothing.. - i have a paw print birthmark on my shoulder, it pwns - legally blind in one eye (i would figure cuz everythings all blurry - when i was little i used to have a ton of warts on my hands.. no more <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo--> ---most of these are just quirks but yeah---
I have a fear of large crowds (5+), and being in wide, open spaces. I'm also EXTREMELY shy. (I blush if someone offers be a glass of water, or something simple like that.)
<!--QuoteBegin--Sephiroth2k+Jul 17 2003, 02:59 PM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Sephiroth2k @ Jul 17 2003, 02:59 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> o Physical - i have a wierd bumpy thing in my throat.. its tiny and does nothing.. - i have a paw print birthmark on my shoulder, it pwns <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> ...
BROTHER! lol
i got a paw print on my shoulder my right shoulderblade tobe exact
ask a doctor/psychologist about whatever the heck ur problems are.
Unlike the forums, they care <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
and I was taking Ritalin for about 12 years, but I've switched to adderol and Dexadrine, which is "four salts of a single entity based amphetamine"...
good times <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo--><!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd--> Hence the nick and postcount? <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Seriously, it's good to hear about other people's problems, your own fade in comparison.
<!--QuoteBegin--acer r+Jul 16 2003, 10:55 PM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (acer r @ Jul 16 2003, 10:55 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> over many forums, ive discovered that i have "****-off-the-admins-itus"............ <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> I have that too.
Well, not much, im pretty sane person besides the fact that im sometimes shy and my self-esteem goes from one side to another.
Good examples: I can start a chat with anyone and anywhere, like I often chat with random people at bus-stops or stations. On that point of view, im very talkative and absolutely not shy. Then there may be another time (like a week ago <!--emo&???--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/confused.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='confused.gif'><!--endemo--> ) when there were these two girls who were checking me out (long looks, smiling at me, trying to make me follow them and such flirting) and yes I can flirt back but I have trouble to go and talk to these persons. I've had so many "You freaking idiot GO TALK TO THEM" thoughts but always too late... Another thing is, Im too kind. I can't really put up a fight until certain point. With too kind, I mean im very polite to people I know, and can't really say back to insults (unless unknown person of course.)
So that's about it... too kind and self-esteem going from one side to another.
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I swear I have ADD (not the hyper one, i think thats ADHD or somthing) but, I can't concentrate on ONE THING if there is a noise at all in the background....maybe its like that for everyone tho...
Read my other post for more details on a one nights sleep.
When I am talking to people my body movement is awkward, I tend to look at them with one eye (side of my face) and look with the other eye at other things. I am always looking for something, like something is watching me.
Sometimes I feel like I have a cramp in my heart, it doesn't hurt, just feels wierd. Also, when I am eating sometimes, the first bite can be really hard to swallow, like I am almost choking, but for some reason can control to go down after 10 seconds.
I believe I can see auras around people and am a little psychic.
One time I guessed what my friend was eating for supper, what number he was thinking and who would get caught in the dark game later on that day.
I do still suffer from insomnia however, but again, am starting to get over it.
I just picture little bacteria jumping over a fence. Seems to work.
Both eyes are near or far sighted, dunno which
Have eye jitter (eyes twitch constantly minutely)
Have lazy eye in one eye (eyelid droops down some)
One eye wanders when Im not concentrating on it, so I can look to the left and right at the same time
Yes, my eyes are very messed up. Surgery 3 times on them, and 3 more when I turn 20 or so.
Or as most would say:
"I'm Canadian" <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
Underachiever.
Lazy as hell.
To give you an idea, I nearly failed two subjects at school, but only one of my exam grades was below a 97. That's how bad of a lazy **** underachieving procrastinator I really am, it's sad. I know if I get **** done, I could do good in school, but I just don't.
Physically... I wear contacts, that's really about it, I'm a pretty healthy guy physically.
It feels so cool to be under anesthetics, they inject a milky fluid into your veins, and the feeling is wierd.
I remember when they did it to me, I said to them I would try to see if I could stay awake as long as possible. So I lay there with my eyes open and 5 secs after they injected it into my wrists, they were paralyzed at it fricking hurt, like muscle spasms in the legs. After that I felt it reach the brain, because it is cold as it travels, and boom, next thing you know I am awake coughing into this wierd mask.
Duff-man I am also a really bad procrastinator. During my first semester in grade 10, my enlish mark dropped from a 90 to a 53 at the end of the year, all because I didn't hand in the last 15 assignments.
I go home, get lazy, play comp, play street-hockey with my friends sometimes, and etc, do things at night, go home, realize that its too late to do homework and go to bed. Next day at school, I try to finish the hw during class in an all last minute attempt to hand it in.
That's not ADD, and it is normal for everyone. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
They've done studies and stuff to show that noises, even at frequencies too high or too low for the brain to recognise, destroy concentration.
My eyesight, i'm quite short sighted (it's getting worse and worse) and i'm partly colour blind and i have problems putting the images from both eyes together.
Another disorder, i look too damn sexy.
Yes, too damn sexy.
Massive underacheiver, distinct lack of motivation in life, no plans for the future and I actually don't care.
Not so much disorders but something that annoys the crap out of my parents...(I was an annoyingly clever child, you know the type, small, pasty, weedy, glasses, no life, straight A grades in all subjects except PE then during my third year of secondary school i realised how much of a geeky loser I was and now I am merely half geeky loser...;D)
Physically I have a condition called photophobia which means my eyes absorb way too much light, so i wear tinted glasses all the time and have to wear sunglasses when its ubersunny. The plus side of this is that I have damn good night vision ^_^.
I also have minor arthritis in my knees aggravated by a lack of ligaments in my right knee...
can't remember scientifical term, but i'm good at working in class, and i have been put up a grade and everything, but personal projects i start IE Mapping, programming, writing, get boring quickly adn are hard to stay with.
I am HORRIBLE at any kind of art, my brother who is 6 can draw better than me. I'd sow you osmehting i drew but its too embarresing.
i have glasses.
And i have some kind of compulsive i-llike-animals disorder. every year i have a 'animal of the year'
Last year it was cows
before it was llamas,
this year it is ermines(stoats)
I am strange
My eyesight, i'm quite short sighted (it's getting worse and worse) and i'm partly colour blind and i have problems putting the images from both eyes together.
Another disorder, i look too damn sexy.
Yes, too damn sexy. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
i have that too!
i been cursed since birth! <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
I'm lazy and I'm an insomniac, I usually sleep for about 6-8 hours, sometimes I wake up in the morning, stay up all night, stay up the next day, and go to sleep that night. Probably some other things, but I can't think of any right now.
I get like 2 hours of sleep sometimes <!--emo&:0--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wow.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wow.gif'><!--endemo-->
HELP ME!!!
I'm totally addicted to NS too.
But i don't suck like Stacey does.
PWNED. starch
Does that mean you get to wear sunglasses inside, JC Denton style? Coolies! <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
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Ah yes. I knew there was something else wrong with me, I forgot what it was. I've got extreme hyperhydrosis. That means excessive sweating. It's on my hands and feet, mostly on my hands. "Self-washing hands", I like to call it. I literally leave puddles of sweat (people at school used to ask me why I put water on my hands, and I used to respond with "I don't", and wonder what the hell they were on about). My keyboard has a plastic seal on it, and I play with a towel over the mouse (I can't get to the mousewheel if it's got a seal on it). One of my favourite things to do during school assemblies was to see how big a puddle of water I could get on my plastic chair.
Ironic that I have hands which destory electical equipment, yet I'm a gamer\programmer\computer geek, isn't it? <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->. A while ago, I opened up an old joystick I used to use all the time when I was a wee little gamer; a joystick which had loooong ago stopped working. Surprise surprise - the inside, and all the wiring, was coated with brown\black gunk from all the dirt that had washed off my hands in the sweat, and gotten into it. It was still slightly damp, too.
I probably should gte a waterproof keyboard... but the only ones I've heard of are those silly foldable, or flat, ones. The one I'm using now seems to have lasted long enough. *shrug*
I sweat like hell from my palms too...never really considered there could be a reason for it O:
- quite shy
- lazy
- procrastinate a lot (attributed to laziness) like i just dont feel like doing stuff. if i would have a choice between doing homework and laying on my bed doing nothing.. i would choose laying on my bed doing nothing.
- not really antisocial i just don't like ppl, many ppl are annoying...
- EXTREMELY hypocritical.. like for example.. ill hate it when stupid bikers stop in the middle of the road at a stoplight, but when when they run right through it, it pisses me off...
- i guess i get depressed on occasion, but then again who doesn't?..
o Physical
- i have a wierd bumpy thing in my throat.. its tiny and does nothing..
- i have a paw print birthmark on my shoulder, it pwns
- legally blind in one eye (i would figure cuz everythings all blurry
- when i was little i used to have a ton of warts on my hands.. no more <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
---most of these are just quirks but yeah---
o Physical
- i have a wierd bumpy thing in my throat.. its tiny and does nothing..
- i have a paw print birthmark on my shoulder, it pwns
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BROTHER! lol
i got a paw print on my shoulder my right shoulderblade tobe exact
and surely the bump is an adams Apple?
Unlike the forums, they care <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
and I was taking Ritalin for about 12 years, but I've switched to adderol and Dexadrine, which is "four salts of a single entity based amphetamine"...
good times <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo--><!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
Hence the nick and postcount? <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Seriously, it's good to hear about other people's problems, your own fade in comparison.
I have that too.
I'm trying to get better :/
Good examples: I can start a chat with anyone and anywhere, like I often chat with random people at bus-stops or stations. On that point of view, im very talkative and absolutely not shy.
Then there may be another time (like a week ago <!--emo&???--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/confused.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='confused.gif'><!--endemo--> ) when there were these two girls who were checking me out (long looks, smiling at me, trying to make me follow them and such flirting) and yes I can flirt back but I have trouble to go and talk to these persons. I've had so many "You freaking idiot GO TALK TO THEM" thoughts but always too late...
Another thing is, Im too kind. I can't really put up a fight until certain point. With too kind, I mean im very polite to people I know, and can't really say back to insults (unless unknown person of course.)
So that's about it... too kind and self-esteem going from one side to another.