I'm pretty much a loner... Keeping out of the society as much as I can, and yes, the society did this to me.
Anyway, I got a pretty tough obsessive compulsive disorder. Not in any bad way, except that it takes a lot of my time, but I like it. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
EDIT: I forgot that I got a strong depression a few times... Some of you might know that... <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
FieryHaloedBride of SpyderMonkeyJoin Date: 2003-02-23Member: 13884Members
edited July 2003
I am a manic-depressant with a Schizophrenic self defense pattern (this has nothing to do with Schizophrenia, it just means I change personality and behavior towards different people to protect myself, for what not sure, maybe everything. <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->), a perfectionist with obsessive-compulsive disorders, and I was quite an Insomniac for a while but its not to bad now. I also have low self esteem if that is a disorder.
Physically, I have severe tendonitis in both knees and I think that is about it. I have horrible eye sight and a ?Y? shaped birthmark on my calf. Other than that I think I am normal. <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
And I did not see anyone answer the thing about the circles in the friend?s eye thing. I have those too. They are called floaters and they are particles that are floating on the retina of the eye. Nothing big.
Mentally, I totally hear what Coby's talking about with his 'compulsive kindness.' I kinda have that too -- it's like, I can't stop being nice to people (unless they really **** me off) even if they don't want it. Augh! That being said, I haven't been angry for as far as I can remember.
For those of you with low self-esteem, I used to be like that. Around sophomore year in college I got some pretty major depression. Everyone I talked to was convinced that I needed therapy or medication. I pulled out of it myself. How? Well, just like your feelings can affect your body language, your body language can affect your feelings. Stand up straight. Square your shoulders. Look people you're talking to in the eye. You'll feel better *and* become more confident.
I've also had some really bad experiences with relationships and so am somewhat disillusioned (bitter as some people call it) towards the idea. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
Physically, I have eczema (that's how it's spelled) too. It's not bad, nothing a dab or two of lotion won't fix. I also have a super high metabolism that makes it virtually impossible for me to build muscle. I'm not super skinny -- I'm just not as big as I'd like to be. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
What we need is a damn good party <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
Well then, you're not invited <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
FieryHaloed said this: <!--QuoteBegin--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> </td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin-->And I did not see anyone answer the thing about the circles in the friend’s eye thing. I have those too. They are called floaters and they are particles that are floating on the retina of the eye. Nothing big. <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
Thank you very much, my friend has been looking for answers to his questions for a long time <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.natural-selection.org/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Esuna the party would be pretty damn wierd...We'd have some guys in the corner looking at walls and pondering the possibilities of the universe, a couple in the bathroom looking at the mirrors, and a few actually socializing, and the rest would all sit down at the t.v thinking of what to say..Just joking though..
<!--QuoteBegin--kida+Jul 17 2003, 02:42 PM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (kida @ Jul 17 2003, 02:42 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> FieryHaloed said this: <!--QuoteBegin--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> </td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin-->And I did not see anyone answer the thing about the circles in the friend’s eye thing. I have those too. They are called floaters and they are particles that are floating on the retina of the eye. Nothing big. <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
Thank you very much, my friend has been looking for answers to his questions for a long time <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.natural-selection.org/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Esuna the party would be pretty damn wierd...We'd have some guys in the corner looking at walls and pondering the possibilities of the universe, a couple in the bathroom looking at the mirrors, and a few actually socializing, and the rest would all sit down at the t.v thinking of what to say..Just joking though.. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> You clearly forgot to mention me.
I'd be drunk as hell, trousers round ankles shouting random gibberish.
All my disorders pretty much go out of the window when i'm drunk. It's just it tends to bring up a lot more worrying behaviour.
Mild OCD I JUST CANT STAND THE TEXTURE OF NAPKINS AND I ALWAYS DOUBLE WASH MY UTENSILS!!!!! Hey and if you make fun of my disorder I ill never post anything again. EVER! I have to take Zoloft. <!--emo&::nerdy::--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/nerd.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='nerd.gif'><!--endemo-->
I get floaters too, but mine look like ebola virii, its totally cool.
I'm noticing a distinct trend here that alot of the poeple on these forums are massive shy and have trouble in crowds and talking to people, it sounds stupid but its not actually as hard as you think, I used to be like y'all but now I love crowds, audiences whatever, I got into minor acting stuff at school and college and used what i'm good at (making sarcastic comments) to brea the ice with people and now I'm the happiest bunny you could ever hope to meet in a crowd.
<!--QuoteBegin--Necrotic+Jul 17 2003, 04:53 PM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Necrotic @ Jul 17 2003, 04:53 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> I get floaters too, but mine look like ebola virii, its totally cool.
I'm noticing a distinct trend here that alot of the poeple on these forums are massive shy and have trouble in crowds and talking to people, it sounds stupid but its not actually as hard as you think, I used to be like y'all but now I love crowds, audiences whatever, I got into minor acting stuff at school and college and used what i'm good at (making sarcastic comments) to brea the ice with people and now I'm the happiest bunny you could ever hope to meet in a crowd.
You'll feel mch better about yourself aswell. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> My shyness is more orientated around letting people know the "real me". I've done acting on stage and also i'm the vocalist of a band, so once again pouring out my emotions on stage.
<!--QuoteBegin--Diablus+Jul 17 2003, 06:22 PM--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> (Diablus @ Jul 17 2003, 06:22 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> when i get angry i turn green and big and destroy things <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> I seriously started laughing when i read that. Good that you didn't add any smilies there, that'd made it less "serious" <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo-->
But on regarding my last post, I can actually discuss with anyone, including girls I may like in way or another. It's really not a problem to start chatting with them (already asked one for a cafe, geez that was brave from me <!--emo&:0--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wow.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wow.gif'><!--endemo--> (and yes, she did come with me)) but when it comes to the regular "hey what are you gonna do tonight? Wanna go for a movie or somethign" im totally frozen :\ (I can imagine this being one of the most problems guys have <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo--> )
and I was taking Ritalin for about 12 years, but I've switched to adderol and Dexadrine, which is "four salts of a single entity based amphetamine"...
good times <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo--><!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd--> Hence the nick and postcount? <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Seriously, it's good to hear about other people's problems, your own fade in comparison. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd--> ROFL! <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo-->
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Anyway, I got a pretty tough obsessive compulsive disorder. Not in any bad way, except that it takes a lot of my time, but I like it. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
EDIT: I forgot that I got a strong depression a few times... Some of you might know that... <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
Physically, I have severe tendonitis in both knees and I think that is about it. I have horrible eye sight and a ?Y? shaped birthmark on my calf. Other than that I think I am normal. <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo-->
And I did not see anyone answer the thing about the circles in the friend?s eye thing. I have those too. They are called floaters and they are particles that are floating on the retina of the eye. Nothing big.
For those of you with low self-esteem, I used to be like that. Around sophomore year in college I got some pretty major depression. Everyone I talked to was convinced that I needed therapy or medication. I pulled out of it myself. How? Well, just like your feelings can affect your body language, your body language can affect your feelings. Stand up straight. Square your shoulders. Look people you're talking to in the eye. You'll feel better *and* become more confident.
I've also had some really bad experiences with relationships and so am somewhat disillusioned (bitter as some people call it) towards the idea. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
Physically, I have eczema (that's how it's spelled) too. It's not bad, nothing a dab or two of lotion won't fix. I also have a super high metabolism that makes it virtually impossible for me to build muscle. I'm not super skinny -- I'm just not as big as I'd like to be. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif'><!--endemo-->
Rhuadin!
<!--QuoteBegin--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> </td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin-->And I did not see anyone answer the thing about the circles in the friend’s eye thing. I have those too. They are called floaters and they are particles that are floating on the retina of the eye. Nothing big. <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
Thank you very much, my friend has been looking for answers to his questions for a long time <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.natural-selection.org/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Esuna the party would be pretty damn wierd...We'd have some guys in the corner looking at walls and pondering the possibilities of the universe, a couple in the bathroom looking at the mirrors, and a few actually socializing, and the rest would all sit down at the t.v thinking of what to say..Just joking though..
<!--QuoteBegin--></span><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td><b>QUOTE</b> </td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin-->And I did not see anyone answer the thing about the circles in the friend’s eye thing. I have those too. They are called floaters and they are particles that are floating on the retina of the eye. Nothing big. <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
Thank you very much, my friend has been looking for answers to his questions for a long time <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.natural-selection.org/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Esuna the party would be pretty damn wierd...We'd have some guys in the corner looking at walls and pondering the possibilities of the universe, a couple in the bathroom looking at the mirrors, and a few actually socializing, and the rest would all sit down at the t.v thinking of what to say..Just joking though.. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
You clearly forgot to mention me.
I'd be drunk as hell, trousers round ankles shouting random gibberish.
All my disorders pretty much go out of the window when i'm drunk. It's just it tends to bring up a lot more worrying behaviour.
I JUST CANT STAND THE TEXTURE OF NAPKINS AND I ALWAYS DOUBLE WASH MY UTENSILS!!!!!
Hey and if you make fun of my disorder I ill never post anything again. EVER!
I have to take Zoloft.
<!--emo&::nerdy::--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/nerd.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='nerd.gif'><!--endemo-->
I'm noticing a distinct trend here that alot of the poeple on these forums are massive shy and have trouble in crowds and talking to people, it sounds stupid but its not actually as hard as you think, I used to be like y'all but now I love crowds, audiences whatever, I got into minor acting stuff at school and college and used what i'm good at (making sarcastic comments) to brea the ice with people and now I'm the happiest bunny you could ever hope to meet in a crowd.
You'll feel mch better about yourself aswell.
I'm noticing a distinct trend here that alot of the poeple on these forums are massive shy and have trouble in crowds and talking to people, it sounds stupid but its not actually as hard as you think, I used to be like y'all but now I love crowds, audiences whatever, I got into minor acting stuff at school and college and used what i'm good at (making sarcastic comments) to brea the ice with people and now I'm the happiest bunny you could ever hope to meet in a crowd.
You'll feel mch better about yourself aswell. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
My shyness is more orientated around letting people know the "real me". I've done acting on stage and also i'm the vocalist of a band, so once again pouring out my emotions on stage.
I nearly always feel tired.
I seriously started laughing when i read that. Good that you didn't add any smilies there, that'd made it less "serious" <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo-->
But on regarding my last post, I can actually discuss with anyone, including girls I may like in way or another. It's really not a problem to start chatting with them (already asked one for a cafe, geez that was brave from me <!--emo&:0--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wow.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wow.gif'><!--endemo--> (and yes, she did come with me)) but when it comes to the regular "hey what are you gonna do tonight? Wanna go for a movie or somethign" im totally frozen :\ (I can imagine this being one of the most problems guys have <!--emo&:p--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/tounge.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tounge.gif'><!--endemo--> )
Low self-esteem
Low Confidence
Homesickness <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif'><!--endemo-->
ADD
Short attention sp- oo! a penny! ...oh right
Internet addict.
Procastinator
Lazy
Underlying Depression
Physical:
Out of shape and Overweight...
*sniff* I don't like this thread...
and I was taking Ritalin for about 12 years, but I've switched to adderol and Dexadrine, which is "four salts of a single entity based amphetamine"...
good times <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo--><!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'><!--QuoteEEnd-->
Hence the nick and postcount? <!--emo&;)--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/wink.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wink.gif'><!--endemo-->
Seriously, it's good to hear about other people's problems, your own fade in comparison. <!--QuoteEnd--> </td></tr></table><span class='postcolor'> <!--QuoteEEnd-->
ROFL! <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://www.unknownworlds.com/forums/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo-->